31 . 05 . 2012
so its 12 something am and I’m no longer a teenager…sad, very sad. Adulthood doesn’t appeal to me at all. I want to go back to those days when it was okay for my father to carry me on his shoulders; for my father to tell me a story when I couldn’t sleep at night; for my mother to hold my hand when we’re crossing the road. I miss being 5, when not finishing dinner was the gravest offence…
…but all of that is over now, I’m 20 and I don’t feel any different. No sparks. Nothing. A couple of people called my cell phone at 00:00 with birthday wishes but I couldn’t even bring myself to answer; I’m just not feeling it. Anything.
I need to pray, that’s the answer to my emptiness and the void I feel inside: God.
31.05.12
Ashesi
BIRTHDAY. MAY. GEMINI!!!!
A few days ago, my younger sister turned 12; a new addition to the teenage bracket.
I’ve always had a thing for Geminis, being one myself (no bias. Geminis are truly awesome).
In a few days I turn 20…no more a teenager =’( I’m growing too old…I’m a year closer to death *sob sob*
Can’t wait, somehow I have this weird feeling that I’ll feel different
Anonymous asked: have you ever had your heart broken before and how old were you??
yeah. of course…a million times. When I was 10. 12. 14. 18. 19…
Some days my heart beats so fast
my ribcage sounds like a railroad track
and my breath is a train I just can’t catch.
(Source: rainysolitude)
Anonymous asked: Have you done tumblrdatinggame(.)com yet?
why do you look soo much like spam???
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THE LEGENDARY POUT (when I get bored)
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Amen..!!
I want this for my life!!!!
{25.05.2012
Morality Zone has decided to feature me as one of its main poets…and PaapaHMensa is on there too…bliss :)
still cant come up with what to write…must start writing this weekend.
Theme: our generation
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Underwater sculpture, in Grenada, in honor of our African ancestors thrown overboard.
(Source: elegantlytasteless)
I know that this might sound calloused, but there is something humbling watching how you walked away from all that wreckage in scars that look more like keyholes to a door that nobody has ever opened.
loving the colour in this…and her hair <3
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